Nope I’ve decided I’m going to have a relaxing bath until I have to get out and then get straight into bed. Even if I can’t sleep I’ll hopefully feel better and more relaxed. I might even read a book.
Unless I just sleep forever
Tomorrow is a new day, I’m going to try my absolute hardest to be happy and make others around me laugh. That’s the only thing that will actually help me.
I really do not appreciate anyone or anything at the moment. It’s ridiculous. I just want to be left alone.
Its funny how there was literally like 2 people who asked if I was genuinely ok, the others just joked about it and was like ‘why you so quiet and miserable?’. I mean if they actually knew what was wrong then there would be no jokes so I’d appreciate it if they left me alone
Today has literally been like the worst day in a long time. Walking through college and I experienced the strangest feeling, like everything was so loud and quick and I started panicking and just wanted to get to the common room before everyone made me go crazy.
Anyway that’s my current situation, I’m going now. Can’t deal with it all at the moment, just want to sleep because I can dream about anything I want to. Make my life as perfect as can be.. Goodnight x
I really love it that I have no followers because Tumblr is basically my diary that only I read but it helps me to get everything out
Well, when life gives you lemons, make lemonade.. I’m going to apply this to my current situation, if possible..
I’m just going to have to accept it and move on.. You being happy is all I could really ask for. I just wish that I was the girl that was making you happy and that you loved to be around.